Live on it my dear 2011

Lama menyepi. Lama tak menulis mereka ayat yang menyenangkan hati. Lama oh lama sungguh. Agaknya saya sudah terlupa dengan kewujudan blog. Minta maaf pada diri sendiri. Ataupun tiada idea mahu dicoretkan. Bukannya senang nak mereka ayat melainkan memang mereka tahu bagaimana untuk mengolah.

Rupa-rupanya semakin lama semakin sukar. Setapak demi setapak. Kalau lihat hari-hari melangkah ke tempat kerja tapi hati tak pernah rasa seronok dan tenteram. Asyik selalu gundah gelana. Risau tak keruan kalau ada sesuatu terjadi. Bila nak berakhir misery?

Tahun ini lambat pula saya ucapkan SelamatTahunBaru2011 kerana tak mahu hari berlalu terlalu cepat. Pejam celik sudah masuk tahun baru. Wah sungguh tidak sangka. And I can't wait for the third baby come into the family. Weee~~ *happy*

What I wish to do in this year?

1. Cooking School.



Can I still get into cooking school at this age? Grrr... Okey maybe not the official cooking school but at least some cooking college.... College? Oh no... I mean cooking class. It sounds better. :)

How I wish this is the first option I choose right after finished my high school. Okey, by that time my second option is Literature or Psychology which is also I dumped the dreams far away from me. I want to do it for so long. Even when I think back, I should get into cooking school instead get involved with computer science school. Yet, I'm not good at all in computer engineering technical matter. Few weeks ago, I had a long chat with Mama. Then I've told her what I want to do and what I regrets I've done. And she just said, "Live on it instead dreaming of it".

Thank you Mama for being a best friend to me. Love u!

Ya, I know I shouldn't regrets for the previous life I've been through but human will never be at peace until they get what they dreamed of. It's a basic of living.

2. Piano Class.


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I talked with some colleague about how beautiful someone can play piano all the along. I fell in love with this instrument since I was kid but I've never had the chance to try it. Parents know I love piano but they never believe in such instrument will keep you on dreaming. Too bad. But I believe instead of myself, I probably should let my kids to have their hands on the piano. :)

3. Swimming Class.


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Learn how to swim so that I can swim all over the pool. I've tried but it seems so hard to swim. Should I take swimming class? Okey jot down that too.

I'll do anything for a SMILE.
With Love, Heart